blog blog blog! life is so so hectic that i have neglected my blog.. nevertheless, it same for all the bpharm students.
life has been about portfolio.. ah... pharm analysis portfolio... ai-yar......yammm-mammm-arrr...fragmentation rules.... day n night.. gotta deal with it.. 4 more portfolios to go... i need to start wit my MAD chem soon... CNS cal test is worrying me... omg... how am i gona finish with all the notes? PBLs will be there as well... insufficient time even for me to handle all these.. how am i gona do revision for every single thing?impossible!bu ke neng!mou ho lang!tak mungkin!bou kou leng! im jus so tired... n depressed.
been dealing with PSD on depressed patient today..given fluoxetine and zolpidem as the medication to help the patient. the PSD was on drug counselling. i guess the whole objective was wrongly interpret... its all about how well you handle a patient who is depressed... it is even hard when he/she refuses to talk to you. i tink it was my most serious psd ever with the lecturer in charge today who was quite an experience one.. im so worry tht something bad spilled out from my mouth. its so hard to determine which sentence is not offensive n which does. in the end of the day, the one i thought to be offensive turned out to be one of the point that lecturer emphasized on. guess i need to buck up my skill.. show more empathy to the depressed patient. how can someone like me who is half depressed due to workload counsel someone who is depressed? anyway jus tried my best. end up it wasnt the best among all but im quite satisfy cos i was very serious. i was trying to put myself in their shoes n i became emotional inside..SIGH..but i guess i rather handle patient like this rather than an angry patient?
its 5 minutes to 12 now... goodness.. i have alot to catch up for portfolio...signing off now... ciaoz!
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